`simply tantalizing`

Wednesday, November 30, 2005
12:04 AM

i wanna commit suicide?if u're referrin to the words ive told u b4 ur paper,im sry to say those were merely words of anger.if u tink im SPARSTIC..then im sry to disappoint u that im NOT.pls do nt tink i wil die for u.

nw that ur fren has FINALLY blogged out the REAL reason behind the break up..that is me losing the attraction to u instead of NO TIME/NOT FREE..den i'll accept it graciously.u've lost the feelins for me,i can take it.no one's perfect isnt it? i hate lies.i bet u wont like it either.a truthful reason wil b enough to end all these properly.

i did not come here to start a row wif u.we started it happily,we'll end it peacefully.

and ur fren can blog wadeva she wants.my frenz are biased too.but they did not go on to the extent of insulting u and ur frenz.

but ur fren insulted n scolded me.so did u.

whatever it is..this wil be the last entry for u..and ur fren.

when u're free,let me know.i'll collect the keys from u.

goodbye for the last time.

p.s i tink i worth much more than a piece of junk.well,at least i haf my frenz and my family to count on too.not only u guys haf friends and family.=)

to my frens(i believe not just a HANDFUL): this saga will end today.so yeah,do not ask wad happened alrite?thanks.

quenched-`

Tuesday, November 29, 2005
8:10 PM

no time?

i accepted that reason a week ago,even though i doubted it.

its onli till today that i saw it with my own eyes.

i have no choice but to tell myself that i've been a fool all these while..

running around in your well-structured maze.

seeing is believing..and i've seen it for myself today.

no time?

thanks for that oh-so-fantastic reason.

thanks for being the player for the past 8 months.

quenched-`

Monday, November 28, 2005
10:19 PM

fianally after sooooooooo long...

a new skin has arrived.haha

though i doubt there are any differences.

but ya..i like it simple.

sunday is holland village day!

hope the 2 girls wont forget.

yes that will be u huitze..

and you afiqah.

haha.

give me more time ok.it isn't easy to handle all these alone.

quenched-`

Sunday, November 27, 2005
11:56 PM

i think i forgot to mention about the dinner with afiqah last wednesday.felt kinda guilty since she blogged.haha.

anw it was a jaw-dropping meal,with the 2 of us stuffing ourselves with food like we've just got back from Zimbawe.

but it was a peaceful night,especially when we've not seen each other for ages..all thanks to afiqah,busy mass-comming around.

and we talked about stuff,and i guess u're right fifi,things just did not work out the way it should be.

be it with your school work, or my personal issues.

im just glad that its all over now and that both of us are better off without each other. or so i think.

anw,the dinner was then followed by a nice walk along the Singapore River(isit S'pre River?haha).

i miss the old times..when we're all so care-free and had nothing much to worry about.

things change,don't they?

time to wake up,

time to sleep.

time to get going,

time to LIVE.

many camps coming up now..and im grateful to it cos i'll be busy.

getting busy,is something extremely important to me right now.

good night world.yawnssss

quenched-`

Thursday, November 24, 2005
11:43 PM

ok i jus found out somethin really FREAKY today.

which make me realise the power of the World Wide Web.

i guess i shal be a lil low profile now.jus in case..u noe.

anw harry potter was a good catch.though they edited some parts here and there..but oh wells,it still managed to maintain the core of the whole book.

alrite shal start goin to sch already.

or SOMEBODY is gonna get hurt REAL BAD.

hahah.

quenched-`

Wednesday, November 23, 2005
4:51 PM

thanks kimmie for ur advices.

she recognises the whole matter as "mind-fucking".

haha.

yeah,i wont dwell too much over it.

for i stil have my friends,when i once thought i do not haf many.but ever since the 20th,i realised they have always been around me.jus that i din make an effort to appreciate their presence.

my mum n sis,i love u both too much.way too much.

i guess you probably aint affected much.or mayb u are.but ya..jus take it that i was once too in love with u to the extent that i was oblivious to other more impt stuff.i guess that wasnt the right thing to do.

i wish u well,and that u're next bf will b the perfect guy for u.spike hair,quiksilver and ya..ur type.

thx for evrything.

quenched-`

Sunday, November 20, 2005
9:37 PM

i rmb i once said i do not believe in fairytales.

until u walked into my life.

when u promised me a life-time fairytale.

but i guess fairytales will always be fairytales.

it will neva come true, isn't it?

on a day when i shld b celebratin the milestone of my 18yrs of life,

i was forced to hold back my tears amidst of a dinner with my friends.(yeah,nt u)

but i cld no longer hold it back and they jus keepin flowing and flowing and flowing.

ya,my mission is accomplished. ive accompanied u through probably the toughest yr of ur life.

i promised i wil nt give u any blows b4 O's(though pressures at times,and before ur last paper),

and im proud to say that i overcame those lonely moments even though i cld haf jus asked for a break up,before ur O's.

but i dint.

now tt ur O's over,i guess im no longer featured in ur future.

u do not need me at nite for sms/call company, u do not need me for guidance.

cos u haf nth to worry abt anymore. ur exam is ovr, y need someone to turn into?

thanks for evrythin tt u've given me.

thx for all the laughter and tears we've went through 2gether.

thx for all the sms-es and the neo-prints.

thx for eating my curry udon and seafood porridge

thx for all the movies

thx for the little pillow u gave me

thx for all the breakfast at the market

thx for all the meals at Teban Macdonalds.

thx for putting up with my temper.

thx for giving me all ur tender, love and care.

thx for all the advices regardin my course.

thx for seeing me off at the airport

thx for those nights at Pandan reservoir.

thx for waiting bus 78/79 with me.

..and thx for wishing me happy birthday

thanks for all the sweet memories.

happy birthday to myself.

happy birthday to yowlun.

quenched-`

Saturday, November 19, 2005
3:04 AM

its been a long day.

i guess it'll be fine after all.

rmb our promises ok sweets.

p.s i dun tink thrs a need to hide our r/s.yeah to whoever's reading my blog,i asked for a chance.n she gave me.and i thank her for that.

alrite im tired out.gd night world.

quenched-`

Sunday, November 13, 2005
9:12 PM

my tears dropped at 8.20pm

can sum1 jus hand me a gun and let me go.

so that i do not have to think abt anything.

anything as in..yes,my class,my course.

my r/s, and my friends.

my family, my evrything.

outta here.

quenched-`

Saturday, November 12, 2005
1:33 AM

ok so now even ASHLEY that fucker goes clubbing with his classmates.

u may say,"yowlun u can go clubbin wif ur classmates oso wad"

HAHA.

i tink the chances of me going to KBOX with them is higher.

sigh.

what have i done to deserve such a miserable life in poly?

i dun mean non-clubbers are losers or wad.

jus that im a pro-clubbing supporter BUT the ppl whom I see evryday haf no idea abt clubbing.

FCKING SAD i tell u.

DAMN SAD.

so wad if my 18th bday is comin?

i can oni club with my outside friends BUT i dun c them often.they haf their own circle of frenz too.

SIGH.

life is miserable in Ngee Ann.well,for me,at least..

quenched-`

Tuesday, November 08, 2005
3:09 PM

I almost forgot that i have friends who are takin their A LEVELS.

haha.

my dearest zaobao pals,mostly from the 7th committee.

ALL THE BEST OK U SMART ASSES!

hahahaha.

University is a piece of cake to u guys.

JIA YOU!

and to my bball seniors too.all the best!

quenched-`

Monday, November 07, 2005
7:52 PM

hehe O level period now.

So 1st of all, all the best to current sec4 students!!!

Steven,deniece,sze,bixia and yada yada yada...

and of cos..my beloved girlfriend.haha

ok so ive met up wif my pri sch class mates for last week

one was a BBQ at jean vyin's place, and the other was MAHJONG at Zhihan's place.

BBQ was.....

HAHA.yummy la.

and did alot of catchin up wif them.

they haven change a lil bit.stil the same.jus that xiao hong is now the prince of clubbing.

ji wild yi xia.

haha.

xiao hong and i are Nov babies,so dear JV and JY bought dis ULTRA nice bengawan solo chocholate cake to celebrate for us.how nice.ok jv i shall not say that u're OLD and FAT the next time i see u.

btw,i jus realised that wan hua(yes ur fren,jv) is in SA DANCE.my gf wil b in dance next yr too.so COINCIDENT!

pls tel her to look after my gf alrite.HA

ok so sat was mahjong nite.my 1st time playing mahjong.

jon n zhihan r damn pro,while xiaohong is act noob when he actually noes everythin.

ok so anw,i finally learn how to play the BEST GAME ever..MAHJONG.

so it was a great nite havin lotsa fun with the 3 of them, tcss-ing(tok cock sing song).

i need sum mahjong SERIOUSLY.

and regarding sch, er..nth much.practically much the same,dun wish to gossip abt my klazmates anymore.so wad if i did?they wil stil b the same.haha

ok im off to shit now..bye n tc pplz.love youu.

gd luck once agn to all current sec4 n 5 students.

n u'l be fine sweets.haf faith.=)

quenched-`