`simply tantalizing`

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
8:23 PM

second blow for me jus within 3days after my BAD BAD orientation.

i was told dat its NOT possible for me to change my tutorial grp.

cos both classes r filled.

which leads me to wonder..

how come my course so popular?

ok anw,its either of these 2 reasons,

a)my course is for losers

OR

b)its a course wif good future prospect.

sighh.

im stil tryin to get ovr my sorrows n sadness.

i nd tym to recover frm all these.

did i make e wrong decision of nt joinin MCM?cos if i accpeted e offer 2mths bak,my 3yrs in poly wld be so happening n fun.

but in chs,i wun b able to experience all those.however,i wld almost be guaranteed a place in Uni if i accpeted it.

sighhh.

God is always fair isnt it?

when u gain sth,u lose sth.

anw,ive oredi made e decision.i shld jus slowly change my mindset abt diz course.

SIGHH.

quenched-`

Saturday, May 21, 2005
1:13 AM

god damn it.

u noe my tears shed e moment i sat dwn.in theater 45.

CHS.

as expected,my klazmates were..

atrocious.

fck.im totalli speechless.

i cldnt even bring myself to laugh at e videos presented by e seniors.

u noe y?

bocs both MCM(mass comm) n FSV(film,sound n video) fckin look dwn on CHS.

they treated e course as a joke.

for dem to mock at durin leisure time,for dem to jeer at when they've gt nth to do.

fine,i admit i wld be lyk dem if i din enter CHS,but..i duno..i felt it was rather..discriminatin?

anw,i tink i shldnt blame dem.

cos ppl frm CHS seriously cant FCKIN present themselves.

thrs diz guy,wearin a dark blue shorts n a grey polo t,spotted wif his shirt TUCKED IN with a pair of sandals n a TIGHT FITTIN OUTDOOR bag on his back,sat dwn rite in frnt of me b4 e event started.

yes,

he's frm CHS.

i shldnt be such a critic here n b a whiner.

cos i dun wanna tink abt the ppl agn.

god,

im so dead.

so so so

dead.

oh YA,TJC won e A boys national champ!

mann it was excitin.n RT clinched e MVP award yet agn.

mann he 's GOOD la seriously.

congrats bro,n rock on!=)

quenched-`

Tuesday, May 17, 2005
10:49 PM

so im like e villain now.

ok.

i shal stop makin animre comments frm nw onwards n kp tellin ppl when they fail exams dat,"oh dun worry,u can do it e next tym round."

or stuff lyk,

"aya..nvm one la.u so smart,can pass one."

yay.dats wad ppl lyk to sae..and hear,for those whu failed.

guess wad,i've been thru failures,as many tyms as u can imagine.

i noe my frenz r bein nice when they encourage me to wrk harder e next tym.

and then?

frenz went hm,n im all alone in e classrm.starin into blankness.

so whus e one smilin n celebratin?whus e one sittin in e klazrm cryin n cursin him or herself?

scold me all u wan.cos i believe sayin nice stuff is nt e way to make sum1 improve.its jus to make him or her feel beta.n to make URSELF feel beta as a fren.

yeah,u can continue screwin me in ur blog.but by doin diz,ure jus coverin up ur guilt for nt bein able to help ur fren.ur BEST fren.

rmb,ure nt e one failin.so dun assume u can understand how those whu flunk felt.

im outty.

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Monday, May 16, 2005
11:41 PM

wooooooooooo.

TJC gt into national FINAL!!!!!

sigh rt is gd la.

imagine a team wif ronnie,chun hsien n rt.

GODLY.

diaox.

im so gonna pon orientation day on fri to go c e match n support.

both my close frenz.damn proud.hahahah.(chun hsien n rt i mean).

GO TJ GO GO TJ GO GO TJ GO!!!!!!!

anw its Friday,3pm at TPY sports hall.TJC vs HCI.

SUPPORT TJC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, May 09, 2005
11:34 PM

to sumone.who is..a GUY.

wld u stop whining for a while n sit dwn n refelct on urself rather than blamin those arnd u whu dun like to interact wif u?

god damn it learn to GROW UP.

ashley is rite.

when one person dun like u,mayb u haf a reason to argue.

when 2 dun,mayb u can stil come up wif a reason or so.

but when one whole FUCKING GRP dun lyk u..it simply means u gt SUM FUCKING ATTITUDE PROBLEM

wads wif those "commemoratin my grandma" thing?

do u tink dat by writin abt hw much u love ur grandma in frenster n postin it in ur bulletin board n tryin to tel evry1 hw much she mean to u n hw a filial grandson u were wil help u to attract ppl.ESPECIALLY gals attention so dat they'l tk a look at ur account?

i mean c'mon!do u even haf to be so GOD DAMN pathetic to e extent dat u hafta write dwn e time when ur grandma passed away peacefully in EVERY FCKIN SINGLE testimonial u write to those GALS whom haf been attracted to ur acc bcos of ur grandma's death?

do u tink dat u're doin e RIGHT thing by usin ur grandma's death as a tool to attract MORE attention in frenster?when 3/4 of ur NO OF FRENZ r actually strangers ?GIRLS ESPECIALLY?

its as if u wanna let e WHOLE FREAKIN world to noe abt ur grandma's death.

heck,if she was my grandma,i wldnt even haf e FUCKING mood to write such UNNECESSARY stuff in frenster.i wun even haf e TIME to do such meaningless stuff bocs i wld be so depressed n wld be mournin for her for AT LEAST awhile.

u?u jus happily bring ur laptop(or so i tink) to e funeral n signed in to e OH SO MAGICAL msn messenger to let evey1 noe dat u're at e funeral n dat u're SO FCKIN filial dat u're guardin her soul.

u even took foto of e funeral!

fantastic!

c'mon,be realistic.mayb u do luv ur grandma,but nt to e extent of xpressin ur love so RIDICULOUSLY?y din we hear u tokin abt her while she was stil arnd?y oni den u start to make noise after her death?

next.u tink all of us r at fault.u tink dat we OWE u when we dun tok to u.

u tink dat y cant we accept u for whu u r.

but tk a look at urself,do u deserve our acceptance?

i belif guojie had told u similar stuff b4.heck,u jus fcked him off,even tellin him, dat he gt attitude prob too.

my god,wad a gd fren ya?

rmb e bball game at clementi?

dats whu u rly are.

dats ur true color.u jus cant accept criticism n ppl tellin u off isnt it?

u tink u're always fckin rite.

u tink we be-friend u is bocs we wanna make use of u.

wad the fck.wad do u haf to let us make use off?

use ur blardy brain n stop blamin others.

n wads wif all e comparings?wads wif e low self-esteem of urs?

y cnt u jus BE URSELF n stop actin lyk a loser n gain sympathy frm GALS in frenster.

y be a hypocrite when u HATE certain ppl yet can msg dem e next day,"hey u wanna go out?"

y be so unrealistic n imaginary n start to tel ppl hw great u'l be in da future?

y not u start to change nw n cut all e fcukiin bullshyt n nonsense?

y nt jus SIT DOWN n THINK ABT UR BLARDY CHARACTER.

god.i'm pissed.

dats it.

tc pplz.luv u

quenched-`

Sunday, May 08, 2005
11:55 PM

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mama called me at 11 diz morn n woke me up.

so i wished her UNWILLINGLY.

damn.i feel bad now.

anw,may all e mamas in diz world haf a gd life(except those bastard mums whu ill-treat or abandon their children) .

played bball yest wif nic,ash,allan,yx,william and willie.

gd games ya.cos rly sweat it out.bball is jus so our game la.

and we haf been followin e recent Singapore Cup,n Sydney Kings clinched e champion.woot!they're gd mann.

so charis n i r rly..damn stable now.

wads e bullshyt abt bein in a honeymoon for e 1st 3 mths?

i tel u.

ITS CRAP.

hahahah.after 3mths den honeymoon.tralalala.

yawnz.im slpy.

oh ya btw,thrs diz VERY SPECIAL blog which has been circulatin among the few of us recently.hiakhiak.

but dun tink i wanna reveal it here.its erm..very impolite n bastard to do diz.so i guess u guys who noe abt diz blog jus kp on njoyin it ya?

njoy the blogger's everyday life n his style of writin.

muahhahaha.

gosh.i cant wait to visit e place whr he n his gf usually hang out.hor lionel???hahaha.

anw xueling sis,ya guess e ref was kayu la.wasnt thr so cnt feel ur anger n disappointment.but wadeva it is,hope diz wun tk away ur luv for bball ya.

nites ppl.luv u.

esp u.hiakhiak

quenched-`

Thursday, May 05, 2005
11:48 PM

its 5/5/2005 2day!

such a nice date.

wheeeeee.

ok i'm outty.nth much to blog oso.gd luck to deniece&co for their exams.

miss u guys.

quenched-`

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
2:07 AM

nice outing wif zb ppl.=)

they rock my life.wheeeeeeeeeeee

thx jiahui jie for e meal oso.dat meal,cost her a hell lotz.

and fck,im in a damn bad condition.nose's been blockin like duno n i gotta use my mouth to breathe.

gal fell ill too.and i was fckin worried.din noe i was dat affected.dat shows hw much she means to me rite nw in diz stage of my life.

n i gotta bear wif not bein able to c her for e next 2wks cos she's havin exams.

FUCK.

normally i wun blog abt her here but i rly gotta.

RARRR.

im dyin.blocked nose n cant c my gal for e next 2wks.hw niceee.ritee ppl???RARRR

and whu e hell got CM5???(championship manager 5)

PLS BE A KIND SOUL AND LEND MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I BEG WHOEVER OWNS E GAME OKIEEEEEEEEEEEE??????

i can treat u to a Mac ice cream cone if u lend me e game.

....

OK FINE.e KFC $2.95 meal okk????

dats my max. limit.lalalala

tc pplz.luv u.

damn miss charis.RARRRRRRR

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