`simply tantalizing`

guess wad.

i jus realise i'm such a difficult person to be with.

cranky

temperamental

oh wels,dats me.

and i tink i'l go for chi studies if my appeal is succesful.

jus tot it ovr.

and to e person whu linked my blog:oh pls dun piss me off.wad do u mean by unfair to u?did i sae its ur fault to link me?i jus asked u POLITELY to remove my link.dats all.is dat wad u call UNFAIR???so wad if others can link to my blog easily?do i noe dem?if i noe dem n i dun wan dem to link me i'l definitely tell them.and nt jus U.pls bear dat in mind.

anw,its my right to ask u nt to link me.cos in e 1st place u promised me u wun tel any1.linkin me is as gd as telin ur frenz my dear fren.

went shoppin spree with rog 2day.but after dat,i gt fckin pissed.i duno y.

i'm sry if i make u feel dat as if evrythin u do pisses me off.no it isnt so.

but sumtyms i tink u dun rly give a thought abt hw i feel b4 u do sth.

dats abt it.i'm outty.

luv u pplz.=)

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
12:50 AM

awwww.

fuckerised.

i'm fallen.

i'm proud to announce that i'm a NP mass communication student now.=D

but

but

but

my mum wants me to study Chinese Studies,e similar version of mass comm.jus dat its in chi.

she toked sum sense in2 me,regardin e future of Chinese Studies.but my frenz toked sense in2 me too,regardin e future of mass comm.

i duno.i'm in a dilema now.

which shld i choose?

Chinese Studies?sth which i'm beta at?

or Mass comm,a course which so many ppl r dyin to get in,but do nt haf e chance to.(bright future too?)

sigh.

now i'm confused.

sum1 help me.....

pls?

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Sunday, March 27, 2005
10:51 PM

so its my fault ya.

haha.

oh wells.i'm here to blog cos i do give a damn.

but yup,seems lyk i'm always e fcked up one n nt others.

wadeva.life stil goes on.

=D

tc pplz.luv u.

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Saturday, March 26, 2005
11:55 PM

happy one mth gal.gotta blog diz b4 it strikes 12.haha.had a wonderful day wif u.though it din started well.but,we made it la huh.

thx for e bk.i'l TRY to write stuff la huh.haha.

meetin tmr..yawnz...

tc pplz.luv u

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Thursday, March 24, 2005
11:32 PM

sorry dearie.

it jus aint e rite day for us.

but stil,sorri for nt bein understandin,n e hangin up of e fone.

i'm e 1st one to do dat eh?haha.my apology.

tmr wil be a beta day.we gotta spend quality tym.

love u always.

oh ya,posted to NP business.my 2nd choice.went to appeal for Chinese studies yest n m oso waitin for e result of e mass comm interview next wk.

pls,let me get in2 mass comm.

n congrats to those whu gt in2 their 1st choice.my pri sch dearests,as well as my zaobao dearests.all smart asses.haha.i'm lyk e outkast among them.but oh wels,stupid means stupid.cannot complain.haha

tc pplz.luv u

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Monday, March 21, 2005
11:34 AM

passed my written test last mon.i 4got to update.=)

was shortlisted for e interview,e final hurdle to mass comm in np.

went for interview 2day.n it turned out to be one of e best conversation i had wif ppl whom i'm totally unfamiliar with.

haha.

interviewer 1:why np?y nt tp or sp?

me:huh,tp very far LEH.sp's mass comm nt gd.

dats hw i ans them.oh mann.jialats.

anw,wil noe if i can get in2 e best MCM course in spore on sat.

pray for me ppl.luv u.

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Saturday, March 19, 2005
1:55 AM

the fairy tale dat i once lost faith in has revived.

let e magic begin.=D

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Friday, March 18, 2005
11:27 AM

experienced one of e worse things dat cld happen in one's life ovr e past 2 days.

went pubbin on tues nite.all of us had sum drink n were relatively high n started to play sum stupid games.

so i was sms-ing dearie as i wasnt drunk yet.but when i llooked up,all of dem had disappeared.

so i went out n saw blood stain on e floor.at 1st i thought they had a fight wif other grp,but i ltr found out stev acc cut himself by thru e glass panel of e fire extinguisher.

well done.

for dat,he cut his main artery n was bleedin profusely.all e frenz arnd him were stained by his blood.

sent to SGH for emergency.all of us tagged along.his mum came,and i guess we were all kinda guilty to face her cos we din tk care of her son.

reason y all these happened?

stev stil cldnt get ovr hannah.

as simple as dat.

i'm in no mood to blog nw.

RAR

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
11:45 AM

Tagboard is up!haha.

goin pubbin later on at nite wif stev they all.

excitin.wooooo.

*note

its pubbing,nt clubbin.different ok.RAR.haha.

i miss my girl.sighhhhhhh.

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
11:29 PM

went sentosa wif stev,zl and mervyn.and his 2 frenz.

but suay suay came across si liang n hannah,whu were sharin e same mattress n sun-tannin.

wad a great start 2 e day.

luckily zl n I were thr,if nt stev wil sure whack si liang.

i oni hope things btw him n her can jus come to a solution.and nt constant suspicion n arguements.

anw,had a great afternoon wif dem.playin vball,checkin gals out,xpressin ourselves freely(aka,scoldin vulgarities) ,tok without tinkin.dats us.we might nt b civilised,but at least we;re educated.muhaha.

and diz gal actu asked for my no.but i politely rejected and told her i'm attached n dat i'm loyal to my gf.

nw at diz pt of tym u guys muz b tinkin,"aya confirm is e gal nt chio so he doesnt wan to give a fck la"

RAR.its nt true.she's ermm................................

OK LA.

tralalalalala.hahahah.ok its as gd as she's nt gd lkin.hahah.

BUT stil,even if she's pretty,i stil wldnt give a damnn.belif it anot.haha

read xia's bloggie.oh mann.was rly touched by wad she has written.

yeah,totally agree wif her.i wonder wad kinda a person i'l be nw if 2yrs ago i wasnt called up to join e committee.its has indeed given me lots.

sum might tink its nt as impt as other stuff,but nt attendin any of zb's activities or meetins is e last thing i wanna do.

i've discover my ability thr,when 4yrs bak,i was stil a lil boi whu had no idea abt whr i'd be headin towards in da future.

e meetings,e camps,e co-operation wif fri wkly's students,e msia camp,e activities.all of dem were like lessons outside sch compound,which had me experienced tons of things n encountered diff kinds of ppl.

RAR.i rly dun feel like continuing,cos i'm gettin emotional nw.oh mann.RAR.

jus hope i can handle my post as e chairman well enuff diz yr so dat i'm able to face all those whu haf given me e opportunity to take up diz seat.zhu ren,jiahui,yibin,xiaoxue,da-xue(cos heard she was e one whu brought me in) and all 5th,6th and 7th committee.those ppl r truly my seniors n buddies.

ok i'm rly gettin out of hand here.haha.

ya charis,so nw u noe la.i rejected e gal lehhh.so wad u've rejected those blardy sentosa despo guys.i did my job too k.pls pls dun mk me so insecure agn.

tc pplz.luv u guys.

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Sunday, March 13, 2005
10:58 PM

RAR.

my very 1st meetin as the chairman of student sports correspondent 2day.

was FCUKIN freaked out la.i din dare to look in2 their eyes when i was givin my speech,n shimin said my face turned red like a monkey's ass.WOOT!

luckily 7th committee were thr to help out n reduce e pressure on my shoulders.

my gosshhh.nvr in my whhole pathetic life i expect myself to be leadin a team n plannin for events.

i guess by joinin zaobao,i've rly learn hw to open up n haf become mre responsible n self-conscious.

anw,i thought i haf a relatively gd team of committee.all newcomers,but wif lotsa passion n ideas.although they're kinda young as compared to me (almost all r sec2s n 3s),i tink diz yr wil be e yr for us.we'l gotta make this rite mann.RAR.

so after dat,had dinner at Marche with 7th.our last dinner 2gether?haha.but had an njoyable tym wif dem.crappin n burstin in2 laughters.

n played pool.woot!shimin is GOOD.

den,a memorable nite wif gal yest at east coast.monstercue uncle said she's not bad?!hahha.den ask me muz treasure her.oh wels,i wil.

but sumtyms i jus cant control my jealousy n possessive nature within me.a typical scorpio u can say.

n its botherin me so much,dat i'm beginnin to define myself as a weirdo.

n i'm losin self-confidence.

RAR.arghhhhhhhh.

anw,been shortlisted for mass comm written test tmr.by lookin at e way i've spent my tym in e past few wks,i cld forsee dat e distance btw mass comm n Mr Hsieh Yow Lun is abt to get further for a few mre light yrs away.

RARARARARARARAR.

May God bless me.n wish me luck ppl.

am i a weirdo?or isit natural for..be it guys or gals to feel jealous n to be possessive?

answer me.

pls.

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Monday, March 07, 2005
8:44 PM

meeee.after fetchin my camp members.

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my sports grp! XIANG LONG.whoooo~they rock amnnn.rock to e coreeeee.hardcoreeeeeeeeeeee.RAR.lose by a mere 0.1.nvmm,we'l dominate Sports Day!woot!

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i'm bak after soooo longg.haha.e reason y i din update was bcos

1stly,

been busy attendin e various polys' open hse with afiqah.

2ndly,

my com dun haf the java machine thingy,dats y i cant read my own blardy blog.so when i dun c my blog dat often,i dun feel like updatin.so ppl,pls teach me how to get the java thingy if u noe.but dun tag cos i wun be able to open e page.sms me.muhahaha.

ok so anw,attended last wk's Zaobao's 2days1nite camp at pasir ris.

tell u wad..its e best camp i've ever attended so farr.hahahah.wel i guess we rlly put in alot of effort for diz camp,esp after last yr's prob of shortage of ppl n e unwillingness of e grp members to attend any of our activities.

diz yr,we made sure all e new members attnended diz camp,as it was so damnn fun.jus last wk alone,i called all of dem 3 tyms on alternate days.muahaha.pester them until they sian of me so muz give me face n go for e camp.but i noe u guys din regret riteee?haha

din noe my grp,XiangLong is soooo on la.esp diz yr.we won best script,best in games but was unfortunate to lose e overall to xuan long by a mere 0.1.fckanathan siaaaaaa.sianzzz.me n xueling felt damnn wad la.sighhh.

but stil,i guess we've oredi given the new memebers a deep impression of us so hopefully they wil come for our next activity which wil be our investiture.

anw,thx to my senior Chun hsien for comin.haha.u were a great help to e grp mann.yeah!

and oso to all the old ppl(zheng ling n cO.),batch 7th committee and last but nt least,e current camp committe for all e efforts n hardwork.i wasnt arnd for e past 2 mths so i cant thank myself.haha.

ya to shimin,my emcee partner.thx for e hardwrk too.haha i noe we damnn slack la.but u noe..at least we performed quite well for our 1st tym as an emcee.yup.

i have diz feelin dat diz yr is gonna be zb's yr mann.haha.

tc pplz.luv u.

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
1:10 AM

okie.so gt bak my results yest.

oh wels,i can oni say i'm relieved.ya..very relieved.

but i'm neither happy nor sad.

so..ya.i felt it was ok la.

though alot alot alot ppl did damnn welll diz yr.jus frm my sch alone,thr soo many 10-14pters dat i lost count of them.

but whu cares,i tink i can get in2 either mass comm or chinese studies.

or so it seems.

haha.so anw,jus wanna say dat life is sooooo damnn cool rite nw.

muhaha.lovely gf,OK result,great frenz,cool family.

wad mre can i ask for?hahaha.

eh Jurong kidz,rmb go bak NYDC return wish to e mudpie okk.haha.

n congrats to u guys whi did so damnn blardy well la.haha.

tc pplz.luv u

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