hmmm.been on a roller coaster ride for de past few wks.tink i gt it all wrong in de v 1st place.do i understand u?i duno.i tot i do.but u dun tink so.i dun wanna say anymore..i'm tired.i lyk u so damn much.but i'm decisive diz tym rnd..i wun look back.theres a big difference in de thing we wan.i'm slowly understandin wad u've been tryin to tell me..i rlly think u're much more matured den me.i duno wad i'm typin.i need to rest.n start a brand new life tmr.a life without u.i hope it turns out fine.luck for ur exams n evrythin.n rlly hope u can find sum guy whu can rlly understand u n noe ur character n temper well.den,u'll get ur happiness.i'm out..i'm totally exhausted.
_____________________(lun's dead nw.his angel is gone,bcos of his stupidity n..lack of understandin.guess he's slowly gettin used to an "angel-less" life rite nw.cos he does nt want to get affected animore.he's emotionally unstable,so he rather NO MORE angels to appear in front of him.he thanks his angel for de past few wks,cos he felt rlly in luv.but lun's nt a gal..juz dat he's more sensitive.n need more assurance.but he has no regrets,cos its finally ovr.n he's glad.the angel will be beta off without him.cos he's troublesome,n an idiot.in short,lun's dead..n he wun be back dat soon.)
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
1:57 AM
i'm sorry angel.i wasnt blamin u for bio.rlly.i juz wanna let u noe hw i f eel.
_________i miss u so so much.but guess it wun b de same anymore.u're avoidin me.i miss u so damnn much.i'm so cheap.
i miss u.
i miss u.
i miss u.
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
4:03 PM
had super long talks wif afiqah n rT.three of us decided dat its best for me to blog..n nt say out everythin thru sms or personally.cos..de likely outcome wld be..we'll end up argueining agn.
its been 3 days oredi..u may nt feel dat u're behavin differently.but i do feel dat way.its oni been 2 wks since 6thSept..de day i've waited for so long.i tot everythin wold turn out to be fine..cos i was ready to make changes n accept u as whu u r.n nt always ask in u to change or wad so eva.i did nt wan to repeat my mistakes agn..cos i noe hw hard it is for us to get back 2gether agn.it was my fault 6mths ago..so diz tym rnd i wanan make sure dat it'd turn out to be fine.but apparently.u wldnt allow me to do dat.
its obvious..dat u're nt de same animore.juz ask urself..haf i done anitin dat irritated u?or anythin dat disgusted u?all of a sudden..u juz stopped replyin me.stopped givin a damn abt me.diz..i accepted without any complains.if u dun wanan tok or msg..juz send a msg or at least inform me dat u dun feel like tokin or msgin.den i wun EVER dist u until u come n look for me.but u din.u left me hanging in de air..wonderin y dint u reply?y din u msg?i tot it was my fault agn..dat i've pissed u off.or worst still..u r losin dat FEELING.i noe u're cranky..n dat u haf mood swings at tyms..all diz i can tolerate.but all i need is a msg frm u tellin me dat u juz dun feel like replyin or wadeva..n i'll leave u alone.but u din.
afiqah told me..dat i'm allowin u to let u pick me up..n throw me away.pick me up once agn..n thrwo me away once agn.yes,its true.i'm allowin u to do dat.its stupid to other ppl..but to me..like i've told u..its juz me.i like u so much..dat sumtym i feel i'm so cheap..n loserfied.dat i'm workin hard for sth dat wold nvr ever gain me a satisfyin ending.but still..i chose to be dumb..n stupid.cos i noe sumday u will understand n c my true heart.for once..i tot dat barrier btw us has vanished..dat we could nw tok like normal frenz..n yet nt lose dat close feelin btw us.i tot u're for real diz tym rnd..n dats y i haf no hesitation to ask u dat qns on 6thSept.i was stunned..n like i said..felt ovrjoyed n blessed.
u wld msg n ask hw was my paper last wk.but diz wk..u din.u c..diz r de tiny things dat i wld notice..but things dat u wld think r nt important at all.to me..every single msg..every single concern..matters so damn lot to me.u wld msg me gd luck de nite b4 my papers..but u wun do it nw.mayb u're too busy wif ur work..mayb u're too stressed wif de upcomin exams.diz..i haf nth to say.i told myself dat i'll always be de last person dat comes to ur mind in wadeva situation.i wan u to put ur studies n frenz b4 me.all i need..is juz a little concern frm u.a little attention frm u.dat wld be enuff.i dun wish for more.
i'm nt a toy.diz i'm tellin u.but i'll always be dat sum1 whom u can rely on whenever u're feelin dwn..or when u're facin obstacles in life.but dun treat me as a toy which when u're feelin high or lonely..den u come n look for me.i'm a human too..i haf feelins.de fact dat i've waited for half a yr means dat my feelins for u r genuine.ur exams r comin..n my O's approachin.i hope we can resolve diz thing once n for all.like i said..its cos i luv u too much.no other reasons.
lastly..i'm tellin u..i'm missin u so damnn much.fcuk.
___________________(lun's suffering frm Great Depression No.2)
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
6:59 PM
ok dat was a bad entry.anyway..cranky period nw.i guess i juz hafta erm..make do wif it.haha.wad to do..i hafta get used to it.i will get used to it.
no other reasons but juz cos i luv u too much.
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Monday, September 20, 2004
1:12 PM
u disappoint me.
i'll juz let it be.
i wun give a shit animore.
and thank god for evrythin.
i'm so blessed.
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
7:11 PM
hmmm nth much 2day.guess both of us were kinda tired dats y din haf much interaction ba.haha thx to ur bright idea of entertaining u since 1am.haha.anyhow..pls take care of urself alrite..always fallin sick n blah.n i dun wet my bed can..dats oni when i was in pri1.dumb.hist tmr..follow by bio den chem.damnn it.i'm so unprepared.haix.juz cut my hair..i tink its alrite la.nt long..nt short either.those tchrs beta dun catch me tmr.
mayb it was a mistake after all?mayb i shldnt haf..mayb i shldnt haf...
my feelins were kinda shattered in2 pieces diz mornin.
i hope those things u've mentioned will nvr happen,
cos i'll be drownin if it does.
i wont be able to breathe,
and i'll be lyin dead in de ocean of sadness.
_______________(lun says sorry to angel.for his constant irritatin behaviour n temper.n all his thrash talking)
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Saturday, September 18, 2004
6:42 PM
its been awhile,
eversince u re-enter my life.
its been joyful,
its been sweet.
n i hope we'll b like diz 4ever,
cos we've come a long way to b 2gether.
pls dun leave me agn.
u're my onli one,
and this,
i promise you.
_______________________(lun needs angel)
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get thise clear once n for all.to ppl whu hate me..diz is my fcuking blog.i can write wadeva i wan..wadeva i feel..n wadeva i fcukin wish.if u hafta name urself "dots" or sum nameless arsehole..dat means dat u r a fcuking disgrace to ur family.cos u're nt usin ur bloody name to show ur identity.i pity ur family..and ur ancestors..hw can they haf such a descendant like u?u noe wad..u're a disgrace to mankind..cos every single human has a freakin name.even pandas n gorillas have names.i pity u..cos u noe wad?u're juz sooooooooo tiny dat ppl CANT notice u..to put u on newspaper,dat ppl cant even give a shyt abt u..cos u're juz a bug.oh ya..thx for sayin dat i'm handsome,"dotz".haha.i appreciate dat.i hope sum day u'll bcome pretty or handsome too..cos dat'll b de day when u can FINALLY get others to notice u.lolx.outta here.
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Friday, September 17, 2004
9:40 PM
sorry to amanda(tJc).i couldnt make a difference.haix.de photos were simply..disastrous.my god.i'm juz so nt photogeniec in those fotos.damn it.the hair..de whole style..its juz so not ME.i was unnatural..feelin uncomfortable n de whole thing aint rite.ahhhh.sickkk.emotionally destructed.outta here.guess wad..my fren's cousin's fren said,"how come sporean all cock eye de?".lolx.bury me alive ppl.
_________________low self esteem.
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it sux.yes those fotos in fri wkly SUCKS.damnn it.i look like some fcuking faggot.i tink onli de front page was de best.wth.I SUCK.oh well its ok.i'm contented wif myself.thank my mama n god for creating me.i love myself..though i hate those fotos.yup..for those whu noe me..i definitely look beta in person.hahah.anyhw it was a gr8 xperience.if i haf another chance..i make sure i bring my hair wax along.haha.my angel din haf any comments..thnk she felt it was sucky too..jzu dat she din wish to say.haha.nvm .i get it.haha..i'm outta here..tc pplz.
________________________________________(lun misses sze)
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
10:56 PM
hmmm..2nd day of prelims.yest's SS n eng1 was alrite.yuP.but 2day was a TOTAL disaster.had no time for eng2..had a bad feelin for my emaths1.damnn it larh.when others r thinkin abt SCORIN..i'm thinkin abt PASSING.wth??!haix.total disaster.anyway studied 2day at hm.ya i was suppressing my urge to talk.damnn its so difficult.i duno y i like to talk so much nw.i wasnt liddat last tym..wad happened??hahah.but its a gd thing..isnt it?anyway serious chem prob wif you.muz think of sum way to help you.hahah.tmr no need go sch..yeah!can watch champions league(finally)..haha.ok i'm outta here.oh ya..FRi Wkly's out!!go check it out ppl!haha.tc
___________________________________[[LuN miSs anGeL]
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
4:26 PM
guess wad.by rite it shld be SCHOOL BELLE and SCHOOL BEAU.(ladies n guys).haha nt sch grass or flower.i'm using poor eng.we need to speak gd eng!
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
11:59 PM
okk rT's gone.i'm kinda nt used to bein alone for awhile.haha.hey brO..thx for ur companion man..if nt my hols would be sooo damnn bored.haha.n thx for tolertain my erm..weird temper.haha so sorry.anyway was sooooooooo slpy n tired 2day..thx to her i had to entertain her thru out de nite.(ok its morning).din study much 2dae..jzu one more chat of ss.so i slpt frm 5-8pm.woohooo.so shiok.when i woke up my hair was totally out if shape.damn it..i fcuking HATE oily hair.ya den din study muhc oso..n i'm feelin so tired nw.i duno y.haha.i duno whether i shld go sch tmr nt..cos basically i'll be doin nth.hmmm nvm.oh ya deniece's leavin for OBS tmr..haf fun k gal?haha dun worry i'm sure u'll enjoy it.haha.n i will atke care of ur fan de la.haha.dats unless she's willin la..rite?haha.cos she has daryl le ma.haha.okok enuff crap oredi..i'm outta here.oh ya..pls me n rT NOT gay can?haha.his auntie went o ask him both of us gt do anythin while we were slpin on de same bed.like wth???hahahah.i'm straight!!i haf an ANGEL oredi!!!hahaha.okk tc pplz.gd nite
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ok 2days de last day of a wk's intensive muggin.alrite nt intensive..but rlly sat dwn n studied.haha.so decided to relac a little 2dae..dats of cos wif company of rT.he's been at my hse for like 6 days?haha.anyway went dwn to play bball at 5pm.haha n well..guess we too long nvr play bball le ba.haha.noth of us either kana burn or rejected.my god.imagine dat.lucky we nvr say we're frm gess sch team.haha.den watched epl matches juz nw.haha was screamin here n there.damnn farnie.n rT's playin ps2 wof my flatmate nw.i'm bloggin.haha.ok i admit i am a jealousy person.and ALL scorpios are.whu disagree wif me pls do tag!hahaha.n pls give me reasons.but i'll hafta control dat jealousy..cos apparantly sum1's SO NICE.so i muz be nice oso.hahah.ok i gonna leave a msg in sum lanuguage.so dat oni I understand.haha
Le falto.
Realmente .
Voluntad nunca, le lastimo siempre otra vez.
Esto le prometo.
Usted será siempre sol del mu,
Mi solamente.
Esto, le aseguro.
Ámele siempre sze
yeah dats abt all..gonan acc sum1 now.tc pplz.gd nite world.____________miss you
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Friday, September 10, 2004
10:36 PM
ok i noe i shld b studyin by nw.so pls dun chase me away.haha.ok 1st of all..sorry for wad happened in de morning.1st tym u're so mad at me.haha.i was bein irritatin la i admit.my apologies.ya studied in de afternoon..den went out to meet her for dinner.obviously she'll nvr eat in front of me..so i ate.hahah.ya den talked n sent her hm..cos she gt serious calf muscle injury.ouch.hahah.den cyn n steven called to ask me wan go drink nt..i was like..ahhh dun wan la..kinda tired le..yuP.ltr gonna study till 2+ or 3+ ba.i need a haircut..but my hairstylist says its still too short..fine.after prelims.haah.nth much le oso..juz dat i had a sweet nite.dats of cos..wif her presence.haha.ok i'm outta here..hafta be gd.tc pplz.muackz
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ahhhhhhhhhhhh.i'm down wif flu!!!thx to one person..tan ruiteck.damnn it.been sneezin n coughin n havin blocked nose.nw i tok like a penguin.damnn it.yeeeeahhhhyeeeahhhh.wth??!i still wanna study n go for my exams de can.i dun wan eat medicine..i dun wan c doc.they're useless.where is de luv?hahaha.fcuk.i'm mad.ya bixia..wth??i'm not a BIG BAD WOLF????hahaha.ok fine.i'm a little.hahaha.but i'm a gd wolf.a wolf whu's emotionally unstable.hahah.i duno wad i'm typin oso.outta here..tc pplz
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Thursday, September 09, 2004
8:35 PM
was suffocating today so decided to hit town.apparently i wasnt in a gd mood..i duno.i'm a fcuking weird person..emotionally unstable.i'm havin my prelims next wk..n yet i'm in a dilemma.
let me breathe wun u?
it hurts when i see or feel things like dat.
i wished de whole thing was a total dream,
where i could juz enter n leave without any pain or agony.
i haf no idea wads goin on
cos i haf no idea wads WRONG.
god damn it,
i wish i could stay calm n be oblivious..
i am trying
and i always will
cos i am a nobody to you.
dats abt it.i'm speechless.for now.mayb i'll be beta de next morning.mayb i'll be a stronger person when i c de morning sum tmr. tc pplz.
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
10:30 AM
juz woke up..so dead.haix.nw waitin for rT to come over so dat we can start studyin.nth much..juz wanna say life rlly rlly roX now.i was ignorant n dumb last tym..nw i've grown uP.and i'll make sure everythin turns out to be fine.=) outta here.tc pplz. life's absolutely sweet rite nw
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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
8:04 PM
ahaha.ok so 2day was my erm..photoshooting day.haha.ya for dat sch grass thingy.i was late for 15min.dat sch flower frm another sch was oredi there.oh well..she's erm..ok la.i give 60%.hahaha.n guess wad..my god i got de biggest shock of my life..she's HANNAH'S COUSIN!!!hahah.ok i onli knew dat after de interview..steven told me.haha so coincident.well..i got to pick de clothes dat i like frm 77th street.haha 1st tym i was given a choice to pick SO many clothes.lolx.anyway those ppl helped me wif de clothes thing..so in de end i gt diz white tshirt..red jacket n jeans.well nt too bad la..hahaha.ya den went to somewhere near bugis to take de fotos.haha 1st tym in my life i took so many photos.haha.rlly felt like a star.juz dat din haf make up or stylin of hair la.hahah.well dat gal was de same type like me..v "cool" n kinda quiet.haha oh wells de whole thing was fun.n quite a gr8 experience too!haha.shall c whether i can head towards dat area in de future..hahaha.anyway mayb it'll be on diz Fri's Friday Weekly.so ppl go grab a copy alrite??hahaha.ya den meet up wif her at bugis.actualy wanted to study..but we end up at changi airport tokin for de whole afternoon.haha.oh ya..pls hor..acid+base------>salt+H20 ok?hahaha.well it was a pleasant afternoon..nth special..but juz pleasant.=)oh well i gtg go nerd nw..damnn it.fcukin no life.haix.outta here..tc pplz.ya btw..dat fcukin nameless person who tagged in den's n rT's blog..u're juz a cockroach to us.so beta dun let us catch u..if nt u'll be smashed in2 one chunk of sick n disgustin slime.n i'll make sure dat slime goes down my toilet bowl wif my poo on it.buzz of jackass!
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Monday, September 06, 2004
11:47 PM
my bitch.afiqah.n me.haha.fellow models.wooo~
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diz morning was simply amazin..yes.arnd 2am mon morning..i suddenly realise nth could haf been more sweet den diz.life taste better wif u.=) had maths tuiton juz nw..now takin a short break.ltr haf chem tuition agn at3pm.darn it..i'm rlly a full tym nerd.ahahah.nvm i'm addicted.wooo~thank god for evrythin.i cant ask for any beta things nw..i'm satisfied.nth more.excited abt tmr!alrite i suddenly 4got to tell wad tmr's abt.ok i was nominated for de "School Grass" for my sch.sch grass in chinese means..er..most lookable guy?ahah i duno.sum1 nominated me n de Fri Weekly ppl called to ask me go for photoshoots n interview tmr.anyway diz thing is nt on channel8 dat show..diz is in Fri Weekly oni.ya cos u noe la hor..sec sch oni..still young.hahaha.ya heard i gonna get sponsored by 77th street for de clothes.duno..haha n will be partnerin wif a "School Flower" frm another sch.ahahah muz b a chiobu la.haha.but juz too bad..cant approach her.ahahahh.nvm..i'm contented wif de current situation.haha.ok outta here pplz..mayb at nite after i study i blog agn.tc
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
11:44 PM
typical day.woke up..went to clementi sports hall wif rT to collect his combine sch things.den came hm..study a little.den rT came..studied agn.its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freakin bored.haix.study n study n study.i'm goin fcukin INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!damnn it.anyway congrats to de canoeists.they won de rowin thingy.ya.well done!!hahah.rlly duno wad to blog..i'm so bored..n i juz realised i can get affectd emotionally SO easily.hahahha.can any1 juz gimme a tight slap n wake me up to face de reality?ahhhhhhhhhhh.damnn it.damnn frustrated.all de work..all de misc.stuff..haix.
i'm headin nowhere.
looking forward to tues..yeah.dats de only day i can get to breathe sum fresh air.hopefully..all de thign will turn out fine.i'm currntly one step closer..
but..wad isit dat i'm so troubled with?i haf absolutely no idea..i hate myself.cos i'm emotionally unstable.outta here..tc pplz
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its nw sunday morning.3.18am.haha in de rm wif rT watchin WC2006 qualifiers btw Eng n Aust.1-0 eng..haha.anyway..went to lib yest(sat) to study..but was warned by librarians nt to do self study in de lib.so decided to come to my hse to study.ok we DID overcome de temptation of tv n com ok?haha so proud of ourselves.ya rlly conc hard n studied.woohoo.but still..i tink lib will be de best choice.shall ch hw regardin de lib thingy..anyway glad u like it..=).juz realise shall nt give too much hint or info in my blog..haha.cos its a blog..so i'm suppose to talk abt my life..haha.well..my life's pretty cool nw..yeah.well it was oredi cool b4..juz dat it got much cooler nw..hahah.thx to sumthings..n sum1.boing.boing.boing.i'm such a happy man..lalala~mann i'm so crazy..hahah.think study too much le la..ok duno wad to write le..oh ya..rT rlly look like Ronald Susilo.ahahahha.AND..he's a "ex-gess girl" killer!!hahaha.oh ya 4got to tell u peepz sth..haha i cant belive sum1 nominated me for diz crazy shyt..anyway..i'm nt gonna tell..wait till de whole things is done den i'll reveal.wahhaha.oh yeah..i'll tell u wad dat last sentence means.dun worry.jiayou for ur rowin thingy alrite.n pls get well soon.ok i'm outta here pplz..tc.
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
11:54 PM
me n sze =)
Summer Ete Salon
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wooo~milky blue nw.haha.dats rT miss chai(prettiest tchr in sch.hottest property in gess.)me n cY.yeah!be back ltr
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wooo~its purple nw.haha.ok above is me n one of my best frenz in sch.steven de big gay n ah beng.hahah.ok post my blog ltr on.muackzz ppl
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hmm.ok its pink now.hahah.alrite its now 2:22am Sat morning.juz gt back frm GESSTATION DRAMA FESTIVAL'04.well it was erm..as in de performances were a little disappointin la.nt rlly wad i expected..as in..nt rlly up to standard.it seemd like they rushed thru de whole thing la.like de festival was organised to continue de 'heat' after de drama nite.anyway still muz praise those EL ppl la hor..cannot be so bad de.haha.well other den dat..i tot 2dae(yest) was erm..hahahah.shld noe la.met her at mrt.well u were quite on tym..10min late.no more,no less.hahah.den saw zi long at tbp station n went to meet up wif rT n deniece.well de rest i cant be bothered to mention cos its like minor stuff.anyway..it was kinda de 1st nite WE were out ever since erm..natioonal day?ya..n..i duno..i tink dat invisible wall btw us has vanished.as in..gradually.mayb i was juz dreamin..but i do feel it.its like..gettin more familiar n like sum1 said..comfortable?haha i duno.anyway 5 of us went ps to watch The Cinderella Story.n b4 dat we had to wait for a gruellin one hr.like damnn lohr..eyes so pain le.haha.luckily my long long was there to entertain us wif all his lameness n stupidity.ya well de movie aint too bad..kinda sweet..kinda ermm..haha.=Xsent her back n managed to give her de small present.wll hope u like it..if nt can always juz throw it away..i wouldnt noe.hahahhah.n ya hopr ur mama din skin u.i still wanna c u alive can.=)
sianx.studyin agn ltr on.ya in de morning at 12 at jurong lib.gonna be a full tym nerd..haha.but ya..i still haf tym to write a BOOK.definitely..it depends on de so call co-writer now.haha ok i'm outta here.tc pplz.
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
11:13 PM
testing?
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ok is my font pink?i duno.haha.anyway 2day was alrite..my bio prac was alittle..erm..i duno.haha.duno..dun ask..dun care.hahah.oh i;m so in luv wif F.I.R now.haha ok i noe i'm a bit slow..but i juz luv dem..cos after de ZPOP concert..i was totally attracted by dem.haha.thier voice damn powerful.woohoo.haha.anyway nth mcuh to blog abt..juz damnn excited abt tmr's drama fest.woooo~excitin.hope it'll be fun.haha it beta BE.lol.oh ya my sista xue lin flew off 2dae for her singapre schls comp.hope she does well.haha de way she xpress her feelins in her blog is so...poetic.seriously.will miss ya alrte sista?hahah.anyway dat huaxin is bein such a pain in my neck..seriously he rlly nth to do wan find trouble wif de three of us..me cyn n steven.cos he wanan find cY..but cY din offend him at all..so 3 of us decided to help him.shall c hw tmr..rlly wanna sweep dat huaxin away.hahah.alrite i'm outta here..nth muhc to say oso.hmmm..mayb afiqah's rite(its been a long tym since we last had a gd chat..managed to do it in de lib diz afternoon)..i shld juz observe..n be calm.thx so muhc bitch..luv u so much.=) alrite tc pplz
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sth bad's gonna happen.i could sense it.mayb i'm thinkin too muhc after all..but still..i appreciate de days.gd nite world..
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
10:14 PM
been quite a few days since i last blogged.shall start off wif sunday.yes de day when i was still SO high ovr de concert thingy.haha.ok i;m nt suppose to mention abt Sun.anyway Sun was rlly erm..fun.hahaha.those ppl shld noe.hahaha.anyway..de past few days were probably de best days in my sec4 life.i mean..things rlly do change huh?i din noe it'll turn out diz way..but stll..i was surprised.yet overjoyed.thank u.u shld noe whu u r.=)my waitin wasnt wasted.(:
Mon was erm..EXAHUSTIN.hahahah.ok had half day cos our sch 3 major uniform grps clinched sum dono wad award .den had ACES day dance.damn stupid.ya den after dat..went to try out de rowing comp thingy.tell u lorh..its freakin TIRING!!!!!!!!!!!my god..at 1st i was damnn excited..cos it look so fun to me.hahah.den quite enthu so rwoed 2 tyms.de 2nd tym i fell off de seat.so when de 3rd trail start..i was oredi a little tired.den when i completed(on par wif nigel)i collapsed on de floor.haha could hardly catch my breath.yes i was sufferin frm FATIGUE.lactic acid build upn blah blah blah.hahaha damnn it nicholas too was sufferin frm same condition.haha we both went toilet n tried to vomit.i din but nic did.lolx.anyway my timin wasnt fast so i dun hafta go.whahahaha.thank god.i'm weak!!hahaha.but still..thx for de concern.;)
yest was even better.hahaha.had tchrs day celebration n i wore de ZPOP CREW short to sch.haha zi long was behavin like an ass who kept tryin to tear dat ZPOP thingy off.fook u.hahaha.anyway toook losta fotos yest..wif my study family..rT cy deniece.haha n miss chai too!!oooooooooo she's sooooo sweet...but i felt bad nt gettin her present.anyway hope she wun mind cos we took foto wif her?hahaha.den took pics wif roger n those few in my klaz..n oso my biacchh.haha she was complainin me to me she din felt rite n dun wanan take.but i forced her n she gave in.haha.hey u look gd alrite bitch?hahah.ya took foto wif YOU.haha thx ar..u;re nt short.nt DAT short.i'm juz tall.dats y kana scouted.oh ya tokin abt gettin scouted..my bitch got scouted yet AGAIN!!!!!!damnn it.nvm..i'll beat u sumday.hahaha.anyway like i said..i rlly rlly luv de past few days..though still nt sure y..but i juz felt so blessed.i mean..i duno.i;m juz so blessed.dats all i can say.thx for evrythin
ya dat cy ar..rlly duno how to tink.yest went to watch movie wif alivn our ex bball captain.its like alvin;s rlly a busy guy..its so rare dat we get to c him bak.so yest was like a gd chnce to ctach up wif him..but cy chose to go out wif glas.haix.nvm..oso dun wanna mention diz in front of him..anyway The Face was alrite la.so typical...hahaha
alrite i'm outta here.tc pplz
anyway..shall nt be so erm..hopeful?hahah.shall c how it goes..
quenched-`
me
19
ex-chs-er, current mass commer
love: my family
love: butter fac
love: friends
love: the girl
I want
to be able to graduate
to become a bartender
my family to be ok
