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Sunday, August 29, 2004
7:02 PM

ahhhh.my blog still cant be seen!!!!!!!!damnn.for those of u clever enuff..u all shld noe hw to read it la.hor cSe?hahaha.anyway last nite was totally AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FREAKIN FCUKING SUPER DOOPER A DREAM COME TRUE.yes..i saw EACH N SINGLE ONE OF DEM.ALL DE STARS.damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.haha ENERGY were like standin rite beside me???hahahahaha.i could even c thier pimples on thier faces!!!!!hahaha.oh yes..NAN QUAN MAMA!!!!!hahahaha I SHOOK HANDS WIF DEM!!!!!!!i took foto of DanTou..de lead singer n he was ABSOLUTELY FRENLY.damnn.i saw F.I.R!!!!hahaha got thier signature after they performed n de female vocalist was like cryin??cos the crowd sang bday song for her n she was damnn touched.hahah i gt her to pose for me to take foto.haha she was soooo nice..de pianist LaoShi too.!!!hahaha.i shook thier hands oso.hehehehhe.but de most saded thing was..i wasnt allowed to bring my digicam.so i had to make do wif my GD88.ya..anyway its was alrite la de fotos.oh ya RICHIE REN!!!!hahaha i shook his hands TWICE!!!haha n was takin foto of him like mad.hahaha.tell u lorh pplz..yest was de best day for me diz yr.i would die for it!!!!hahaha.mannn i'm so high nw..hahaha.ya anyway i got scouted by sum model agency.here's de conversation.de agent i shall name him Agent.

Agent: "how tall r u?"
ME : "er..181?"
Agent: "huh..r u in poly or wad?"
ME : "er nope..sec4"
Agent: "huh so young ar..if nt i would like u to become a model"
ME : "er..."
Agent: "nvm..gimme ur no.i'll contact u ltr"
ME: : "er..ok"

haha but he nvr conatc me.so..lets stop dreamin pplz.hahaha.i jzu couldnt stop thinkin abt yest..all de celebrities..ALL.i was so excited.was jumpin abt.haha.argghh..i guess u guys wun understand dat feelin.its unimagineable.hahaha.alrite i'm out..tc pplz

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Saturday, August 28, 2004
10:21 AM

IRRITATIN.dammnn.2dae's chem prac was MANAGEABLE.but i sumhw blew it up.thx to my CARELESSNESS n ANXIETY.damnn.i 4got to change frm cm-cube to dm-cube!!!!!!!!!!!!!argghhhhhhhhh.n my MOLE valure was like 1.31??i was thinkin hw come de value so high..n to my gr8test horror i realised i din convert de value to dm-cube.FCUK!nvm..at least i DO noe wads goin on durin de prac.seriously i rlly tink i haf talent in prac.wahahahha.rubbish.actually nth much..oh ya sze ee's gettin more hyper n MATURE as days passed.haha duno wads got in2 her but anyway dats a gd sign gal..keep it up!haha.yeah ZPOP concert ltr on..woohoooooooooo.my fav NAN QUAN MAMA.yeah!!let me repeat one more tym ok ppl? me=yL=crew of Zpop=Staff=BACKSTAGE=ppl whu get to wear working clothes provided by Zpop=ppl whu get to c celebrities within de dist of 1m n take NICE foto.muhahahahahah.ok i'm mad.meetin up xue ling mayb b4 meetin mao&cO.haha so..will blog abt wad happened after de concert ba.hahah.tc pplz

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Thursday, August 26, 2004
3:02 PM

back by sze ee's request.she's so bored dat she came to chat wif me on msn juz to ask me update my blog.where gt ppl go ask de blogger updat de?damnn kpo/den she gt blog oso dun wann tell me.selfish meanie.hahaha damnn shuang 1st tym "scold" her till liddat.anyway she cant do amitin cos diz aint her blog.hahaha.well juz had tuition so decided to touch my com.anyway there werent any special event for de past few wks other den me muggin n muggin in both sch n jurong library.most of de tym wif rT cY deniece n dearest sista xueling.i duno y i dun like to call u sheah so i'll call u xue instead.hahah.muggin is one thing..i dun even noe whether it helps anot.but if i were to stay at hm..tink i'll prob ned up playin com or slp ba.so..ya tink goin to lib DOES help.haha.anyway went out for a drink wif stven ahmad cyn bryan n mervyn last fri nite.had a gr8 tym.its been sooooooooooooooooo long since we've sat dwn n talked.hahaha.drank quite abit la but wasnt drunk.hahah rlly glad to haf diz bunch of frenz.they r ppl whu wun abandon u when sth happen.rrly.i'm jzu so lucky.thx soo much man.many wiold argue wif me dat they r ah bengs n ah lians..but in my eyes..they r de one whu truly care n appreciate each other.yup.den heard frm xue dat she broke up wif her bf..she's sad nt cos she broke up.she's sad cos she's behavin diz way.as in..a gal wif no feelin.i mean..de way she xplained it to me..is juz sooooooooooooooooooooooo much alike like sum1.yes de v 1st name i meantioned in diz entry.so i told xue dat i;ve gt EAXCTLY de same experience as wad she did to her bf.haha n she was like "ohhhs orry sorry..ok i dun say le"hahah.nvm la..i'm used to it le.NUMB.kekek.anyway dun tink so much le k..u scholar lerh..study hard for promos n train hard for thailand trip k.haha.ya..diz few days sch alot fight ar.all cos of tien wei.de sec5 guy.duno wads he tryin to do oso.steven rlly wanna bring him dwn but i told him dun get in2 trouble lorh.muz rlly keep a look out on steve man.arggh i'm droopin dead any moment..so slpy.oh ya SAT goin for ZPOP concert!!!hahaha hey i'm de CREW can?CREW=BACKSTAGE=STAFF=PPL WHU GET TO C DE CELEBRITIES N MAYB TAKE FOTO WIF DEM AS WELL AS GET THIER SIGNATURE.muhahaha.oh ppl..pls dun be jealous.pls dun be.cos i'll be gettin $5/hr on dat day as my pay.pls dun be jealous can?plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.hahahah.ok enuff i'm off nw.cya ovr de wkend?hahah.tc pplz.

JOY...JOY..WHERES JOY FRM TKGS???????

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Sunday, August 15, 2004
3:50 PM

got it.A1 for chinese.one target hit.nw de remainin 5 subs.god pls be merciful n let me haf de determination to motivate myself to study till de big Os arrive.cant wait for poly life to start..cant wait for a brand new environment.mannn..i'm excited.a new me next yr..so i hafta do all i can NOW to reach dat stage next yr.gone are de my foolishness n stupidity..i am whu i am n i am grateful for whu i am.thank you god for evrythin.i'm out.tc pplz

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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
1:42 PM

been more den a wk since i last blogged.well de lockin up of com was indeed a GREAT help.haha cos i DID study n whenever i gt hm..de 1st thing i'll do is to on my com.juz to realise dat its been locked.like wth!!hahaha.aniway its a long wkend so i decided to let my com exercise abit la.if nt..ltr his health gt prob ar.liddat nt gd rite.haha.alrite nth much last wk..had last SPH meetin on sun..went to watch The Village on sat n sat outside CINELEISURE till 1am.wif all de indonesian hahaah 30+ of dem.damnn scary.was hopin to c a fight though.haha.den sun..last meetin at SPH.were tokin abt de postin of position next yr.n..its most likely dat i'll b chosen as de chairman.i mean..i duno.its nt dat i dun wanna acdept..juz dat i'm nt ppl like mao mao,si qi(jaymie) or zheng ling(our big sista).they r ppl WITH ability n oso de leadership.but..i dun tink i am.i'm nt careful enuff..nt precise n detail wif stuffs dat i do.so..i duno.shall c hw next yr.went to watch firwrks after dat wif de whole grp..haha yeah it was beautiful.for a moment i wished sum1 dat i love was beside me n lyin on my shoulder.anyway called sze ee after dat n asked whther she wanna leave 2gther or sth.surprisingly she did.so i was like ok..mayb a chance after all?had a long talk wif her thru out de bus journey(by the way met 2 of my ex gfs dat nite.mic n sze ee).den sent her hm..talked abt sth.

sun went to sentosa n got burned like duno wad.haha but it was damnn fun..had a nice tan den rushed to SPH for a bball match wif sum celebrity call lin zi liang.nt famous de.aniway his bball is PRO.damnn american style(he is a canadian.taiwanese who migrated)sports grp(us) lost by 5pts i tink.anyway haha lose oso gd la..if nt ltr malu him ar//wahahah.den went to lavender to meet sze ee agn.managed to catch a few glimpse of de firewrks.n we walked agn..frm kallang to esplanade.toked..went to bukit batok n walked hm wif her.like 1hr journey.yes WALK.we both knew diz 2 nites were some kinda tests.aniway..it wasnt wad i wanted after all.at least its a clear ans diz tym..nt like last tym always duno duno duno.so cant say anitini more.nwis rlly officially kena rejected liao.hahaha.oh wells..nvm.i'm a thick skin guy..lalalala~hahaha.

wanna thank my dearestttttttttttttttt n sweetest xue ling aKA xiao xue for buyin me de towel.haha she's rllyyyyyyyyyyy damnnnn sweet n considerate.will b my sista forever alrite?hahaha.alrite gtg..for nw.shall c u guys next wk?haha.oh ya..pls la..BLOG is a plcae where ppl vent thier frustration or thoughts.so to THOSE ppl..esp sum farkin bastards in GESS..u beta watch ur asses if u all keep messin up ppl's tagboard or go rnd SABOING them jzu cos they wrote sth in thier blog.so watch out u SOBs.tc pplz

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Thursday, August 05, 2004
10:57 AM

hello peepz.wanna inform u guys dat i'll b lockin up my com in preparation for de upcomin prelims n Os.so wun be updatin my blg unless mayb on wkends.yup.juz realised hw much i duno abt chem when i got back my recent chem test.those whu went for de tution almost all of dem pass wif flyin colors except me whu flunk.so..i rlly hafta work FARKIN hard nw.thx to de test..i'm even MORE determined to work hard.thinkin abt my formal guardian whom i hated os much rlly make me wanna prove to dem dat i can succeed even without thier help.i wanna show my mum dat i CAN n WILL do it even i'm nw stayin alone.i wanna show every1 dat i CAN study n i DO haf de brain.so..guess dats abt it.tc pplz.do tag if u guys wanna tell me anitini alrite.cya

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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
1:57 AM

soooooooooooooooooooo tired yest adter i reached hm.really exhausted can.had annual sports day(sports student correspondent) n it was like FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha.alrite mornin left hm at arnd 0730 wif my m'sian pal den went to tanah merah station to meet up wif all de others.as expected..it turned out dat my grp oni 10 of dem came.de others as usual they backed out at de last moment.anyway way a total of 50+ came i tink..includin other grps so anyway we carried out de games as usual.hahaa but my grp after all were very on n steady.haha so glad to haf them as my grp members.yeah.we lost in badminton n poision ball..hahah but den thrashed other grp in BBALL n SOCCER.hahaha damnn fun.after lunch had touch rugby n once agn we dominated.captain's ball..needless to say..we WON agan.haha its de 1st tym my grp win so many events..kinda touched.haha all cos ME.lol.abit ego here..hor rT?haha.den rnd 3+ m'sians left(b4 dat we took alot fotos wif dem).eventually..our grp lost by a mere 0.5 pts n let de champion slipped away.SADED.hahah.well..dats end of de third major event for de sports grp.after diz every1's gonna prepare for their exams le..sec4 O's..J1 promotion exam.hope every1 jiayou n we'll c each other agn after de exams!!

last nite had a BIG fite wif my mum.n i mean real bloody big.rlly cant stand her..always doubtin where i am.wtf.i dun wanan tok abt it anymore.

wake up diz mornin(10.57am) wif my eyes swollen like duno wad.guess i cried in my dreams.damnn it.muz be last nite's quarrel.wadeva.tc pplz

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Sunday, August 01, 2004
3:09 PM

ok my malaysian pal is nw in my rm.hahah.sum sissy guy but nt GAY.yeah had a gr8 tym tokin to him..abt sum stuff.anyway woke up real early 2dae at rnd 8+..yea den went online..saw deniece n chatted wif her.i mean rT is rite..is nt HOPE u can win next yr..is MUZ win next yr.cos u trained bloody hard for de race n u shldnt deserve such an ending.so..next yr MUZ c u get colors award alrite.oh ya tokin abt awards..cY said i gonna receive bronze on national day.he said mr wong told him.but after he asked agn he sae mr wong ask me dun haf too much hope.haha wadeva.nvm i'm nt a natural sportsman so FINE.anyway dats nt de pt...de pt is went to HC carnival in de afternoon n met up wif xumao amanda bixia xiaojun n co.ya it was alrite la..juz too bad it rained.den went kranji to pick up de m'sians n after dat went SPH for a tour.yeah saw eveyln tan!!haha de channle U news reciter.haha she's damnn pretty can..ahha but den her figure nt dat good lerh.abit de plump.haha.wadeva we took foto wif her anyway.den left for orchard..walked arnd n slacked.hahah.nth much 2dae..juz felt den exhausted n restless.wanna sLP!!so dat i can win in tmr's sports day!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha.alrite ppl i'm outta here.tc

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